Me: I’m so ugly. I should go kill myself instead of walk this Earth looking like the ugliest horrendous fricken specimen disgracing human kind itself. I WOULD LOOK BETTER IF I WAS SKINNIER. STARVE HOE.
Also me: DAMMMMMMMNNNNNNN I’m fine. Never seen anybody so gorgeous queeennnn. I wanna f*** myself that’s how good I look 👀 . But you know what’ll make me look even better if that’s possible? IF I WAS SKINNIER!!!! STARVE PRINCESS 👑

ed culture why am i like this me

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totheboneandbeyond

Part of me wants to starve

Part of me wants to eat

Part of me wants to die

Part of me wants to live

Part of me wants to be hozpitalized

Part of me wants to be healthy

Part of me wants to talk

Part of me wants to hide

Part of me wants to recover

Part of me wants to relapse

Part of me feels fat

Part of me feels skinny

Description of: loneliness

Source: totheboneandbeyond

I’m with my friend.

Did not fast.

Lowkey feel fat.

poem poem by me ed culture ed poem

My blood test reports.

Multiple things very low.

Good thing no one cares.

ed poems by me poems by moi bloodtest blood test haiku

Reblog if you already know you’ll lower your ultimate goal weight once you reach it

tbh you already know tf is wrong with me i want to reach my UGW i will reach my ugw UGW isnt good enough why am i like this truth dont lie to yourself

Going on a gum fast tom 🙃 maybe it’ll last till Tuesday or I could add like an apple or carrots 🥕 throughout the week and lose 3 lbs

yay staystrong fast gumisfuel restricting cantwaittobeskinnier pray for me

sickiety

astron0mist

me: *constantly exhausted, lightheaded, ill*

me: wow i wonder why i’m always sick ??

me: *doesn’t eat*

me: TRULY a mystery

me: *doesn’t sleep*

me: must just be a w f u l l y unlucky

me: *survives solely on water and tea*

me: aBsOluTeLy No LoGiCaL eXpLaiNaTiOn

Source: astron0mist

littlebookworm101

Every freakin time

Me: *checking out thinspo*

Me: I will literally never eat again. I mean, why?

Me: I will not eat, it is impossible.

Me: I’ll be dead in two weeks how hard can it be not to eat till then?

Me: I’ll be an angel not drowning in this earthly world…

Me: *goes to the kitchen*

Me: Look at all this food, so gross, so poisonous, I’ll be damned if I ever even touch it.

Me: *eats three muffins and whatever else I can get my hands on*

Me: Well, fuck.

lyttle-jay

hopesforhipbones

Me: I should focus more on my mental health!

Me to Me: …How about you don’t eat for three days and ignore all of your friends?

Me: …

Me: Sounds good!

lyttle-jay

Me atm 👍

just-a-lil-while-longer

👍

Source: hopesforhipbones

starvingxempath

Mom, trying to pet my bunny: Come here, baby.

Bunny: *doesn’t move*

Mom,reaching to pet her: Come herrreee

Bunny: *moves away, clearly not wanting affection*

Mom, giving up: Brat.

*later*

Mom, trying to hug me: I love you baby

Me: I don’t want a hug

Mom: *literally forces me into a corner to fucking hug me* Just let me have the freaking hug

Me, trying to push her away: I don’t want a hug

Mom, finally letting me go: *annoyed* Fine. Be a brat.

This has actually fucking happened to me. Word for word. Just because they aren’t hurting you, doesn’t mean you have to let them touch you. You own your body. Not them. Not anyone else. Not your family or your lover or your friends. You. If you don’t want a hug, don’t let them hug you. If you don’t want a kiss, don’t let them kiss you. No means no. Not just for sex. But for any and all human contact, regardless of who is involved.

See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

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